red devil

Hari ni, tup tup kak sue ajak gi salon. Dia kata nak buat hair straightening. Aku pun on je la..duk fikir-fikir nak highlitekan rambut.. fikir punya fikir punya fikir.. jeng jeng jeng, dah highlite dah pun. aku pilih warna merah.. tapi takde la nampak sangat.. sikit sikit aje.. tapi kira orait laa.. heheh..
Semalam member aku ada tanya, aku nak gi tak ari sabtu ni kat sg wang plaza, ada pencarian gadis jelita AVON. uih.. dengar je gadis jelita.. kecut perut aku. Yea la, aku ni mana ade jelita-jelita ni.. :P Comel tu ada la.. hahaha :) Tapi itu la, kebetulan sabtu ni dah ade date! So tak dapek la nak nolong.. but maybe next time if ada lagik pencarian macam tu, insyaAllah.. why not kalau nak cuba kan?

My Friend

Baru-baru ni ada sorang member aku makin laku.. hehe.. 2-3 minggu lepas ada masuk utusan malaysia. Dan pada hari ni pulak muka dia ada lagik.. jadi model pakaian (paper utusan seksyen NUR). Bangga la pulak bila tengok dia. Yea lah, dia member aku dari form 1 hingga form 5 (duduk sebelah dia selama 5 thn!). Alhamdulillah, rezeki dia.. comel plak aku tengok dia.. :P Dia ada sorang adik pompuan, dan aku yakin adik dia mampu jadi seorang penyanyi suatu hari nanti. Sebab adik dia suka menyanyi dan memang pandai menyanyi. Best ke bila jadi popular? Kejar dunia glamor? Seronok bila orang kenal kita, bila orang hormat kita.. itu salah satu yang akan kita dapat bila kita dah dikenali orang ramai. Itu pun kalau kita pandai menjaga personaliti dan imej kita. Kalau kita tak pandai bawa diri, tenggelam dalam arus keglamoran, orang tak hormat juga? Walaubagaimanapun itu semua terpulang atas diri masing-masing la kan?

p/s: diri ini dapat rasakan adik member aku tu mampu saingi Siti Nurhaliza suatu hari nanti :)

money flies..

damn.. last few days my modem kena sambaran kilat yang tak dapat dielakkan. So i have to buy a new modem. Sib baik kongsi dengan adik. he he he.. RM100 fliess.. uwaaaa.. lari budget bulan ni. But sib baik dah akhir bulan. hihi. i'm hungry. wanna have pisang goreng. ujan-ujan sodap pekena pisang goreng dengan kopok lekor.. haha. :)

KAULAH SEGALANYA

kau merubah segala
cinta yang ku dahaga
kehadiran dirimu menyinari
kesemua hatiku

kaulah segalanya
yg menyinar hidupku kasih
hanya satunya
yang ku cintai

hulur tanganmu kasih
sambut cinta ku
jangan tinggal daku
seorang diri
tak sanggup lagi dilukai

maafkan daku
jika salahku
peristiwa yang pernahku alami dulu
aku tahu betapa pahit mu
menerima sejarah hidupku

kaulah segalanya
yg menyinar hidupku kasih
hanya satunya
yang ku cintai
sambutlah cintaku
jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
cintaku padamu
ikhlas sejati

cintaku padamu
ikhlas sejati...


-tengah hujan-hujan lebat ni best jugak layan lagu jiwang.. he he he.. =)

This is GOOD

8 Ways To Handle An Argument
by Jennifer Good


Let's face it, no one is perfect. No matter how hard you try, or how loving and respectful of a couple you are, you are bound to get into a disagreement once in a while. With a few tips though, it doesn't have to be something that can harm your relationship. The next time you feel an argument starting to form keep in mind these 8 ways to handle an argument!


1. Give your partner enough space to voice his or her concerns.
I'm sure you hate it when people interrupt you; give your partner the same respect -- even if you don't agree with what they are saying.


2. Make an extra effort to really understand what you partner is trying to say.
It is very easy to fall into the trap of thinking you know what they are saying, when in fact you may not have a clue. If your partner feels like you understand what they are saying, you'll find a way to end the argument far more quickly.


3. Don't say something you'll regret later.
Always consider your relationship like a glass. It is sturdy, tough, beautiful and clear when taken care of, but if it is mistreated or mishandled it can end up scratched, cracked or even broken. Take care in choosing the words you say when you are in the heat of the moment.


4. Don't bring in past woes.
The past is the past... let it stay there. If you dwell on past occurrences, you'll never find a solution for the future your partner will feel less loved and respected, and you will always feel negatively towards your partner. People make mistakes. Give your partner the chance to recover from them, and encourage and support them when they make the right choices.


5. Learn to compromise.
If you can learn to compromise, you'll find yourself in fewer disagreements. If you don't like something, then agree with your partner to find some middle ground. This also applies the other way. Be willing to come up with alternative solutions for things your partner doesn't like as well!


6. Realize that no matter what you say, you both may not agree on the issue at hand.
An argument is typically started because you want someone to agree with you about something. You think that the other person must not know all the facts, so you begin to explain it to them. The more your partner still disagrees with you, the more upset you usually get. But, if you realize that sometimes it is best to just let yourselves agree to disagree -- you'll show your partner that you not only respect their opinion, but respect their individuality as well. You never know, maybe later on they (or even you!) might change their mind.


7. Make a commitment to talk about the situation until it is handled.
It's far too easy to run off and avoid your partner, or give them the silent treatment. Instead, make a commitment right now to each other to respect each other enough to work it out -- even if it takes all night. Nothing is unsolvable when you are working together to truly find a peaceful resolution.


8. Make your relationship with your partner your first concern when you are in the middle of a disagreement.
This does not mean bend over backwards for them or compromise your integrity. Just keep in mind that the person you are arguing with is your best friend, lover and soul mate. If you both keep that at the forefront of your mind in an argument, it will keep what matters most away from cruel words or intent -- your heart!

NEW EMAIL

my new e-mail : jaja81@gmail.com

TQ =)

i found

i found my x-bf on friendster. I added him. Kinda weirdo. Dunno why. He sent me message. He told me that he never thought of seeing me on friendster. well, lucky i guess?


i don't have any mood to talk to anyone. i hate this kind of feeling. should i keep missing him? i dunno. i felt stooooopid waiting for nothing.

januari?

Januari
Glen Fredly


Berat bebanku...
Meninggalkanmu...
Separuh nafas jiwaku...sirna
Bukan salahmu...
Apa daya ku...
Mungkin benar cinta sejati Tak berpihak pada kita...


Kasihku...
Sampai di sini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karna kita berbeda...


Dengarkan...
Dengarkan lagu lagu rindu...
Memori rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di...
Januari


Slamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wooo..pergilah...
Wooo...kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karna kita berbeda...


Dengarkan lagu lagu ini...
Memori rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di...
Januari


Dengarkan lagu lagu ini...
Memori rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di...
J a n u a r i...


sayang.. kite masih cayang kat sayang.. windu sangat-sangat!

bintang kehidupan jaja

Jenuh aku mendengar
Manisnya kata cinta
Lebih baik sendiri


Bukannya sekali
Seringku mencoba
Namun kugagal lagi


Mungkin nasib ini
Suratan tanganku
Harus tabah menjalani


Jauh sudah melangkah
Menyusuri hidupku
Yang penuh tanda tanya


Kadang hati bimbang
Menentukan sikapku
Tiada tempat mengadu


Hanya iman di dada
Yang membuatku mampu
Slalu tabah menjalani


Malam malam aku sendiri
Tanpa cintamu lagi
Hanya satu keyakinanku
Bintang kan bersinar
Menerpa hidupku
Bahagia kan datang

horoscope temper!!!!!!!!!!

TAURUS (APRIL 21 - MAY 20)


You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way. (yea, whatever..)


he is tooo afraid to call to say hello. I need someone with me now, to hold me and wash my troubles away.

Loving Yourself

You must first love yourself before you can fully love another...

by Jennifer Good


In life, we may find it easy to allow ourselves to love and accept multitudes of other people, but when it comes to loving ourselves we're not as forgiving. In fact, we can be quite relentless in our pursuit of perfection. So, how then do you learn to put aside all the shoulds and should nots we face, and really begin a love affair with yourself?


The first step is to realize that you are somebody. You're a friend, someone's daughter or son, possibly a lover, an employee or employer, or maybe even someone's spouse. No matter how your role changes, you're still somebody. Nothing will ever change that.


The next step is to take time out to actually love yourself. In romantic relationships it is often said that true love is shown through actions, not words. Learn to apply this to yourself with the following ideas, and you'll be on the road to a lifetime romance, with yourself!


Dear Me...
Write a love letter to yourself. In the letter describe what you really like about you, and what you'd like to improve about yourself. Keep it in a special place you can refer to when needed.


Scheduling Time
Make appointments with yourself to do artistic or spiritually uplifting activities. For example, you might enjoy going on a picnic at the park, taking a tour through an art museum, or taking a walk in a secluded area.


The Finer Things In Life
Enjoy the finer things in life! Eat on your "good" dishes. Enjoy a candlelit meal. Listen to a favorite CD over champagne. Wear your favorite clothes. Treat yourself to unexpected present.


Enlighten Yourself
Try learning an enlightening hobby such as yoga or meditation.


Freedom Of Yourself
Give yourself freedom to make mistakes. Instead of questioning why you are doing, or may have done, something, just accept that you did it. Know inside that you'll handle it when you're ready to, and that it is okay to do just that.


Forgiveness
Forgive yourself for something in your past. Write a letter of apology that includes everything you might have done. Seal it in an envelope, and keep it somewhere private.


Day-By-Day
Live life day-by-day. Try not to worry about what will, or will not happen in the future. Or, what may, or may not have happened in your past. All things are created in the present. Remember, your future and your past are created by what you are doing right now this very moment.


I do love myself... and i do love my one and only love, asraf.

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Boringnye hari ni :|. Tak sabar nak jumpa nonie ahad ni. Nak test digi cam baru :P

it's SONY

AT LAST!! I bought my new digital camera! Bagai naik gile wat R&D. hehehe.. Thx to Cik Mas sebab terlibat membantu dalam research ini walaupun tak seberapa. :P Oh, i bought a new digi cam from SONY. It's Sony Cyber-shot Digital Still Camera (DSC-T1). Bought it at Mid Valley Megamall. Sony's under promotion, so I got less (a bit, at least..). So I got it around RM2138. market price should be RM2299. And PLUS, they gave me FREE USB Card reader (which I dunno how to use it yet :P) . I'm so damn totally xcited! The quality of the pix...damn nice... i'm so speechless.. and i luv the big LCD screen! but i need a bigger memory stick. 32mb is too small. And i need an xtra rechargable battery... other than that, i'm statisfied! :)


Need the features overview? :-


Overview
The Cyber-shot T1 camera is packed with sophisticated auto-focus and auto-exposure options to help get the picture right the first time. Added to this, the slim metallic design of the Cyber-shot T1 digital camera is attributed to a new Carl Zeiss® Vario-Tessar® optical lens that operates within the camera rather than extending out. In spite of its compact design, the camera still features a five megapixel CCD image sensor and a 3X optical zoom to ensure great image quality and a large 2.5" hybrid LCD screen.
True to Sony's DNA, we've created a digital camera that balances cutting-edge performance with eye-catching design.


Features & Specs

Memory Stick Digital Still Camera

Memory Stick PRO Compatible

5.2 Megapixel CCD

5.0 Effective Megapixels

3x Optical Zoom

Carl Ziess (Vario-Tessar) Lens

6x Precision Digital Zoom

Smart Zoom

MPEG Movie VX (With Audio)

2.5" Colour LCD

PictBridge Compatible (Via Download)

Interlace Scan Super HAD CCD

14bit DXP

Clear Colour NR/ Luminance NR

NR Slow Shutter: Auto, Twilight, Twilight Portrait, Fireworks

Auto Bright Monitoring

Even Brightness Picture

Sharpness Control

Contrast Control

Saturation Control

Histogram Indicator

Burst Mode

Multi-Burst

Built-in Microphone and Speaker

LCD Field of View 100%

Automatic Focus Method: Single, Monitoring, Continuous

Auto Focus Area: Multi Point(5 Point), Center Weighted, Spot

Automatic Shutter Speed

White Balance: Auto, Daylight, Cloudy, Fluorescent, Incandescent, Flash

Pre Flash Meterering

Flash Mode: 4 Modes

Flash Level Setting: High, Normal, Low

Super Resolution Converter

Exposure Control

Light Metering: Multi Pattern, Spot

Scene Selection: 8 Modes

Picture Effects

AF Illuminator

10 Second Self Timer

USB Connection

MPEG Movie Auto Cue and Divide Function

Image Playback: Rotate, Zoom( Up to 5x Precision Digital), Trimming, Resize and Index View

my current wishlist!

Please make my dream come true :)


1. My own digital camera (accomplished on april,11)
2. A new flat screen monitor
3. NafNaf clothes
4. Infrared cable for PC
5. marrying asraf (hehehe..) (impossible!)

lunch heaven at KLGCC Chakri Place

Hari ni gile betul! tengahari tadi gi lunch kat KLGCC. My father gave some lunch treat for those who had involved in helping (mungkin) on the wedding day last time. Tapi, tak semua pun yang aku tengok ada menolong masa malam tu. So ada yang datang makan free semata-mata.. menyampah betul! Tapi ape nak buat... mereka memang suka tayang muka time bagi makan free oleh boss nye... orang yang betul-betul involved membantu malam tu tak pulak di jemput... ye lah, nak buat macam mana.. yang penting keikhlasan hati seseorang tu kan? tak kisah lah kena belanja makan atau tidak, asalkan niat kita betul. Itu yang penting. Bukan setakat jadik kaki bodek aje.


Anyway, the lunch was great! First time makan lunch macam nak mampus. hehe. We started with some appetizer, then main course and lastly dessert. FUhZ! memang FULL! Tapi sedap la.. Lagipun dah biasa dah makan kat golf club tu, so tak le heran sgt!. :) cuma kelakar ade sesetengah orang yang baru belajar makan daun kadok. aku ngan kaksue yang dah biasa ni ape lagik kan... tunjuk terel ler.. :P Habis daun kadok kitorang pulun!.
Balik je rumah, terus pengsan! perut dah buncit mata dah kuyu. Tido le jawabnye..


p/s: kesian org tu, penat-penat tolong angkut hadiah malam tu, tak dijemput pun makan. takpe takpe, biar saya belanje nanti! ok? :)

jangan bersedih lagi ye?

Kekasihku jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan airmata di pipi
Kekasihku tabahkan hatimu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda
Melenyapkan impian bersama
Jangan dikesali atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia



Kekasihku aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha



Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan berulang semula


hate it when he didn't call. hope he won't give up on me.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

hari ni mendung. semendung mendungnya! tak tahu lah nak cakap macam mana. rasa geram dan panas je walaupun mendung dan sejuk. tak tau salah siapa. salah aku ke yang terlalu emosional? mungkin jugak. kadang-kadang malas dah nak pk. buang masa aje. dia risau ke? macam risau. peduli ape kalau dia risau pun. kadang-kadang rasa macam tak guna ambil berat pasal orang. buat ape? tak tahu lah. pening dah kepala ni. tak tau nak buat ape ngan hidup ni. betul ke jalan yang aku pilih ni? ke salah? penting ke dia? pernah ke dia ambil berat? pernah ke dia pk ape yg kite pk? pening pening! dah la.. malas nak sebut. aku tahu kenapa aku macam ni... dah sakit jiwa rasanya. kejap ok kejap bengang.. bila masa bengang? bila teringat kisah si dia yang masih bukan milik aku sepenuhnya lagi. gila gila. memang sah dah gile. ade sape-sape doktor pakar sakit jiwa kat luar tu?


50 FIRST DATES.. very hilarious. it was a fun and nice movie i ever seen. and of course a romantic comedy. i won't comment anything.. just go to your nearest cinemas and enjoy! :)

is there really a nice guy in this world? i wonder... if i could haf one?


sakit jiwa sbb kerap ditaburi janji yang tak pernah ditepati.


summit usj GSC. i cried for nothing.

YOU!

You are all I ever wanted,
Since the first day we met,
I have known you forever,
Is the feeling I get.


We are made for each other,
I know this is true,
This love that I have,
Was intended for you.


A love filled with joys,
Fantasies and wishes,
As soft and as gentle,
As angel kisses.


Everything about us,
Was meant to be,
Emotions start flowing,
Passions run free.


Happiness, ecstacy,
Elation and bliss,
And other emotions,
Too many to list.


You are all I ever needed,
From the first day we met,
Our love is eternal,
Our destinies set.

Randy S.